| The father that he was and is |
[12 Jun 2007|05:56pm] |
It almost 7 years since my Dad passed away. I am still not relieved knowing that I have hurt him and probably abused him emotionally. It's really a long story to tell and I don't want to dig anymore. My kuya told me its alright now and I can only asked forgiveness from God. Dada told me also that my dada is not mad at me, but you can't blame me if I still mad at myself and for everything that happen especially to my mom who poisoned me and my manong's mind. It's not just really good for parents to tell things to their kids about each other. Like I said I won't dig into that anymore.
I am pretty much tired today for whole day training at the nursing facility but I want to make this entry before the celebration comes. my writing might not be in sequence just bare with it katulgon jud ko hehe.
Since it's almost Father's day, I want to tell my dad thank you for all the lessons and the moral values that he has taught me and my brothers, for living an example life to us. Because of him we are what we are now, we are proud to be his children because everytime we mention that he is our dad people would say ahh anak ka ni pastor Azarcon kadtong flat top ang hair ,bootan og gara garaoon? He has always been known for being a jolly person especailly on her sermon and he said he intentionally do it to wake the congregation and not be sleepy. I am sad that I was not able to tell him how much I love him when he was still able to hear. I can't say anything more because I know people knows how good he is.
2nd year college
HS pako ani
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